I just can't believe that this time last year I was clutching my hospital bed railing, trying NOT to push, and feeling her wanting to arrive. I was terrified of how our lives would change and how I would know what to do. Wondering if she'd like me, wondering if she'd sleep, wondering how breastfeeding would go. Hoping that I'd survive. One year later I can't imagine life without her. Not only did we survive, but this past year has been the best of my life, thanks to little Madison. All day today I'll be thinking about how much I love her and everything that she brings to my life. Thank you Maddy. Happy Birthday. I love you more than you'll ever know.